althea

2008-03-14T20:17:00.003+08:00

I did the craziest thing ever, today.
With Ruth and Steph, at BHG.

Oh gee, haha :D

Happy Birthday, Pris [1st]
Happy Birthday, Drey Tay [ 9th ]
Happy Birthday, Renia [ 10th ]
Happy Birthday, Sam [11th ]
Happy Birthday, Sherman [ 12th ]
Happy Birthday, Shabbna [ 13th ]
Happy Birthday, Brandon [ 14th ]
Happy Birthday, Lee Min [ 15th ]

Loads more coming.

Till then,

(:

PS, the bracketed numbers're dates, not ages.

2008-03-11T22:44:00.002+08:00

My holidays have been less than satisfactory.
It's a mere week, after all.

I miss my little brother.
I miss his noise.
His craziness after I win him at arm wrestling.
His screaming in my phone.
He's coming back tomorrow night.
Oh, yay. (:

I've been going a little crazy recently.
Tomorrow's outing with Magdear.

Happy holidays.

2008-03-03T18:10:00.002+08:00

Today was kind of dreary.
I'm being plagued by projects, and it's getting pretty annoying.

School's launching some weird campaign about cyber awareness.
And the school holidays're coming.
Somehow, I don't quite feel the excitement.

There's band tomorrow, and I don't want to go.
My performance seems to've worsened. The coming concert's not helping.
I even thought of quitting band on Saturday. Talk about giving up quick.
Well, practise makes perfect, no?
The darned tutor's coming too. My B and Bflat sound disgusting, I don't know whether it's me or the instrument. Probably, me.

I'm sick of school, isn't anyone too?

And it's only term one, three terms to go.
Best of luck, Althea.

"You'd better buck up."

2008-02-25T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hello World.

Today was an okay day.
I got back my results.
Guess I'm satisfied.
Sure, loads of people probably
Got higher, but hey.
It's still an A. (:

My phone screwed up too.
So if i don't answer of reply.
It's not cause of any emotional imbalance.
Yes.

I'll be getting back geography, history tmr.
Wish me luck.

GAH.
My God is so big,
So strong and so mighty.
There's nothing my God cannot do.

:D
I might pass Geog!

Thank You God.
For helping me study and mug.
And not fall asleep.

<3

2008-02-20T19:10:00.003+08:00

Let's see.

All my common tests're over.
The days following haven't been superb,
But still, the satisfaction's there. (:

Guess I kind of realised how people change.
To suit their environment, crowds;
Conformity, whatnot.
Still, isn't that just adaptation?

Yet it's beyond my understanding why certain,
Persons are able to remain so utterly ignorant.
It beats me, how they posess this incredible
Ability to premit such sudden,
And in my opinion, schizophrenic alteration.
Honestly, I think you suck.
~~I mean, yeah. Screw you.~~

And I hope you understand,
I'm not some spare tyre.
Stop it with all the dalliance.

Oh, gee.
And self discipline must be the hardest
Human virtue to acquire, ever.

Haha, I think this' my frst normal post.
In decades.

Ps, this post pertains to 'you-s'
In other words, not anyone reading. (:

2008-02-03T18:14:00.000+08:00

She ran, and ran.
She didn't bother looking back.

Her brow creased, tense, wet with perspiration.
Her thoughts madly clashing,
Bloody and muddy, slamming into
Each other as soldiers in a battlefield.

After all She'd done.
The race She'd run.
Well, She thought.
What's in it for me?

It gets me thinking,
What's in it for me?

2008-02-02T13:56:00.000+08:00

Perhaps, there really was such a place.

Somewhere that knew no rivalry, no challenge.
Some where that lacked altitudinous expectations.
Somewhere where pejorative, derogatory comments,
Were absent.
Somewhere where contemplation of such
Insubstancial, meagre qualifications is unheard of.
Somewhere that was completely empty.
A void blank, maybe?
Repugnant, undesirable as it seemed,
It somehow held a strong, undeniable lure,
A carnal attraction, one so tantalizing.
Everything seemed so distant.
Then again, She knew perfectly well how she
Could end everything, the entire pandamonium,
So, oh so simply.

Oh, Get real.
She shook herself.
Life didn't permit such insouciance,
Nor the extent of such lassitude.

Despite the chaos raging, battering within,
She gazed, listless.

Pray, don't take my posts seriously.
They're all, entirely the result of perpetual daydream.
Haha, I think pretty much everything I write's nonsense.
The word exsanguinous is so pretty, don't you think?
It means cadaverous, for those curious.
(:

2008-01-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

And if I don't make it,
Know that I've loved you all along.
Just like sunny days that
We ignore because,
We're all dumb and jaded.
And I hope to God I figure out what's wrong

I haven't any inspiration of late.

2008-01-25T20:25:00.000+08:00

In the aphotic, dusky night sky, the river flowed softly.
The water, dark, even sinister somehow glistened ruefully.
A stork, gently landing into the shallower regions of the river,
Sent the still water stirring, interpersing.
She gazed wistfully, amazed the way the stork;
In all its singularity, influenced such a major, such a noticeable change.
Its ivory colored feathers in deep contrast with the atramentous water.
The mere flutter of feathers would send ripples, breaking the suant surface;
Stretching as far at the naked eye was possible to behold.
What influences difference, change?
Change was the only permanent thing in this world.

Alas, she would never know anything more than that.

To cogitate.
It ain't all that overrated thinking.
It's more than just that.

2008-01-23T21:27:00.000+08:00

A meditation on the obvious indecence was indulged in by all,
And during it's continuance each directed his vision into the ashpit,
Which glowed like a desert in the tropics under a vertical sun,
Shaping their eyes, long and liny, partly because of the light,
Partly from the depth of the subject discussed.

It still mystifies me,
Why I so ardently defy my own morals.

School's getting increasingly, horrifyingly mundane.
Routine, well that's just it, no?

2008-01-17T10:17:00.000+08:00

Despite having it in her possesion for a number of years.
It seemed beautiful, too perfect in her opinion.
Running the finger along the meticulously chiseled edges of her violin,
She felt awed at it’s intricate, almost puzzling details.
She gently ran her fingers through the four delicate strings,
The mild sound of it triggered a half smile, one of chastised admiration.
She reached for her bow, hesitating for that fraction of a second before
In sheer ambivalence, placed it on a string;
A sudden energy, a rush of euphoria ran through her,
As she closed her eyes.
With new found vigour, her fingers slid up and down the finger board,
Permitting a soft, almost inaudible rhythm only she could hear.

A rich, mellow tone drifted from the violin.
The music wrapped around her,
Keeping in time with her fast quickening pulse.
“ And not a note wrong.” She mused.

Her eyes still shut, she smiled, a sincere smile.

It shocked her, the unfamilarity of it.
What was life to her anyway.
She had stopped playing, abruptly, unknowingly.
The confluence was far more than she could bear.

She held her violin tightly, gazing at it with immense morose.
Her head dropped slightly, as if apologising.
Why, she questioned.
Emancipation seemed farther every day.

Emancipation.
Satire, you think?

2008-01-16T18:22:00.001+08:00

She pressed her forehead against the
Shaking window of the bus on the way home,
Her hands clasped tightly around her violin.
The rain was falling hard on the window, causing a perpetual
Monotonous beat in her head.
It was almost like music.

The bus reeked of stale smoke, and was overcome with
The trill of distracting voices.
Yet all these, she saw as naught.
The cool air engulfed her,
Bringing her worries, her thoughts, her longings,
All away.

A small, a perfect smile tugged at her lips.

Suddenly she felt untouchable.
She'd back her satisfied, content aura.

Life's getting to me.
My opinions, my thoughts seem ever so redundant.
And everything I say's a mere,
A futile attempt at maturity.

I want to break loose.

2008-01-14T17:28:00.001+08:00

" I love you. "
He said, near the end of the call.
It watched him, tanned, whiskery,
The skin below his jaw slackening.
His wavy hair was beginning to thin.
Age was overcoming him,
But he still brought to his
Conversation with her,
All earthly interest.
In their waning years,
As they slipped into dotage,
They would maintain,
Their happy fixation on each other,
Aided, no doubt,
By some inevitable dwindling of his interest
In other pursuits.
The recognition however, affected it :
However immature his emotional life,
It was no lie when he told her he loved her.

Today was awfully queer.
I saw this supposedly, posse on the bus home.
And the boyfriends of well, their girlfriends.
Were carrying their bags.
I don't know why,
I found it rather humorous.

Oh, The World(:

2008-01-11T17:10:00.000+08:00

For all her occasional anguish, she remained enthralled by him.
As dazzled as she had been as a sorority girl.
His swagger embarrassed her at moments,
His wandering broke her heart.
But he remained her life's romance,
A figure the size of a monument,
The man who still seemed to her,
Half a dream.

2008-01-09T19:33:00.000+08:00

' That's the problem with you intelligence-gathering assholes.
You appropriate the secrets, the treasures
and tragedies and ecstasies of someone as if they were your own.
At least I have a life. At least I don't live voyeuristically throught people I don't know. '

Tell me, is it mere human?
To hide beneath varying masks.
To hide away sordid, ignoble motives.

Tell me, is it perfectly acceptable?
To kept inside poor, inferior, squalid qualities?
And instead to parade what's seemingly the wants of everyone.

Tell me, is it simply me?
Who evades apprehension,
Yet lingers to be caught?

Life's a monochroma painting,
Cliched as it might sound.
Tedious to look at.
Yet effortlessly throwing us into the psychedelic shades of color.

Yes, Life's one hell of a ride.

2008-01-04T21:44:00.000+08:00

That's life, that's what all the people say.
Riding high in April,
Shut down in May.
But I know,
I'm going to change that tune.
When I'm back on top,
In June.

C'est lavie, non?

2008-01-02T16:04:00.000+08:00

&Every thing you say,
Say something sweet.
'Cause all it takes' blood between my teeth.
But when I'm finding the words,
You're getting away.
Well, I'm ready.
I'm ready, so don't stop.
Don't stop me.

Things that you'll accept,
Except that I'm slipping away.

I will, I must.
Just you wait and see.

Goodbye.

2007-12-27T14:50:00.000+08:00

You are the dark ocean bottom,
I am the fast sinking anchor.
Should I fall for you?

You are the scar in my tissue.
That I show all of my new friends.
Show I show you me?

You are the mirage in the distance.
That defies the heat of the desert.
Should I believe in you?

2007-12-18T11:41:00.000+08:00

Priorities, priorities.
Mine're just ohso wrong.
I've kinda realised God
Hasn't exactly been my top priority.

Even if i profess otherwise.
Deep down, it nags at me.
What sort of christian'm I.

Still, I don't address the problem.
Sometimes I sit down and attempt
To find some solution, whatnot.

Then, there goes the hiatus in my thoughts.
Forgive my state of decadence.

Perhaps, I should start thinking up like.
My new year resolutions.
And learn how to stick to them.

Just, perhaps.

My violin exam's tomorrow.
And I'm feeling less than prepared.

Heh, after all I make myself out to be.
I'm hardly even a bourgeois.
Hurts my pride, but yes.
Ambivalence stunts my progress,
If anything at all.

Fluctuation's my weakness,
Ambiguity my nemesis.

This post's getting inane, hardly.
At times, in my apallingly disgusting
Chasm of self induced melancholy,
I find myself struggling for release.

I don't actually see how that's possible.
When I actually yearn to stay in such a state.
Miserable, much.
Who knew, Being human could be such a
Narcotic addiction, who knew.

Addictions, primped with euphoria.
Weird isn't it,
The way euphoria throws us into
Whirls of psychedelia.
Which last for but a moment.

Ironically, despite the knowledge of such.
I'd still leave behind things of greater importance.
And, live to regret it.

Life's some passive routine.
What confuses me's how.
Two opposing emotions, POV's
Can co exist, yet be in constant confluence.

After reading my post.
You'd probably realised how,
Far i drift off in my train of
Abradently stupid thoughts.

I don't see how I'm ever gonna get anywhre,
Like this. Damn.

That's what I live for.
Intangible, I want.

' Ain't life grand, nothing missing but the blue bird of happiness '

Disclaimer, I was writing whatever came to my mind.

2007-12-15T20:01:00.000+08:00

Oh hurrah.
Althea's back from camp.

My conclusions.
a) Philippians is so cool.
b) My memory is bad beyond bad.
c) I get tipsy real fast.
d) Panadol has side effects.
e) Mushroom is scared of my laugher, AHA(:
f) BS really helped.
g) Staying up makes me go high.

h) ~~All my underwear's pink~~

&You're just like a scar.
Bittersweet reminder, much.

I SAW EIGHT SHOOTING STARS(:

2007-12-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

Hello World.
The post before this was by JOLENE.
I don't rhyme stuff(:

I don't want to go for camp.
I have my violin exam.
Darn.

I'm such a bitch.

2007-12-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

HELLO FELLOW YELLOW MARSHMALLOWS!
today was fun :D
i went to cut my hair again, now it's crazy short!
gasp.
but i like it.
i'll put it as my msn display picture soon :D
oh and i made pie.
rocks!

anyway, i got shifted to another dorm for youth camp.
NOW I'M IN THE SMALL ONE.
and jolene's not in my dorm!
DDDD':
how now brown cow????
moo.

on a lighter note,
I AM COOL 8)
whoever disagrees is not.

k i'm off to bed.
good night, masquerades! :D

2007-12-07T22:23:00.000+08:00

Now is then.

How oxymoronic.
I love the word.

2007-12-04T14:40:00.000+08:00

Blame me for being fake.
Life's all a masquerade.
We've all different masks.
Look from behind them.
I don't see what you do.

Consider, this.

All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players:
They have their exits and their entrances;
And one man in his time plays many parts.

I'm just playing my part.
One of the, few.

Today's the Fourth.
Ah, Touche.

I love Shakespear.
I really do.

Althea.

Dreams, Every night.
That one will come true.
But only the bad ones,
Ever do.

It's a trap.
One I can't quite escape.
So let's pretend it's something,
I love.

2007-12-01T21:11:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was kinda an inbetween day.
Well, the morning sucked.

Then Janel baby called me to go out
With Jojolim and her. Hahaha.
So yes, I did.
And I bought a holeless belt.

So the afternoon was real, nice.
I bought flats.
I love FareastPlaza.
And Janel(:

Night, went for the choral fiesta, Whatever.
Left during the interval.

Went out somemore.
Got home.
Watched Kim Possible So the Drama,
With my sis.

Went to bed.

Today, 1st December.
Wasn't nice.

I've been having severe mood swings.
I don't know why, either.

Church tomorrow.
I don't want to go.

2007-11-29T22:21:00.000+08:00

Hello,

I Love Galatia<3
-------------> LOOK, PINK IS LOVE. LOOOOOOOOOOVE(:

Hoho, DVBS was fun.
I went out E V E R Y day.
Ooh la la.

I did a D E E D.

Be shocked, Darlings.

Althea.

2007-11-28T20:54:00.000+08:00

Ca va, Ca va.

2007-11-26T17:23:00.002+08:00

OH NO, OH NO.

I'm becoming increasingly absent-minded.
& Speaking my mind's like, life threatening.

Incident #1

Okay, so on the way to my violin class.
Yes, I was waiting for the bus.
Then i saw this guy in a REALLY nice pink shirt.
Right.

Me: Ooh, nice shirt. Where d'you get it?

OHMYGOODNESS.
I don't know what got into me.

The guy: Huh?

Me: Oh crap.

Incident #2
Walking home from busstop.
I saw this guy with a HUUUUUUUUUGE earhole,
And ~~gross~~ hair.
Hmm,

Me: Oh my God, eew.

AND THE GUY TURNED
AROUND :OO
AND GLARED.

I think I should really stop talking in public.
Hah, Public speaking(:

Anywayyyyyyyy, I really really really
HATE cramps.
They make me faint.

Colds suck too.
DVBS's tmr.
Oh no.
Oh no.
Oh no.

OHHHHHH.
And the potential break-up song makes me laugh.
HAHA(:

My post's so eratic.
Mood swing, much.

Heh, :D

So Contagious.
-Acceptance.

Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected.
And I can tell you I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you

Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one
I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

Oh, when I'm around you
I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you with first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to.
To take a hold of you

Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one
I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression.
Will you welcome this confession?

Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

I'm hooked on this song(:

2007-11-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

I went to Bugis today.

Oh, and I ate Japanese food today.

Heh, not sushi.
Yes, and it wasn't all that bad.

Hm, I got myself new slippers, too.

I am ~~broke.~~
~~And I ate macs D:~~

THE RED BAR.
Ho.

2007-11-24T17:32:00.001+08:00

Hello Blog,
I went for my twin baby cousins birthday party today.
It was at the ZOOO(:
Hoho, they're six already.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANYL AND TESHA.
:D
Pictures!

Hoho, Chicky came xD

ILOVEYOUTESHA(:

OH, Yes. This is HANNAH.

I think she's horribly ADORABLE.

AHHHHHHHHH(:

I've decided if i ever have a daughter.

[ Which i won't, of course ]

I want her to look like Hannah.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Today was fun.

Goodbye, World(:

2007-11-23T19:11:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking alot bout my papa, lately.
Oh Daddy, i really don't know.
The immense hatred I hold for you's,
Alway's in confluence with affection.

Some days, I wish every line,
Every word you said to me
Was just satire, perhaps even semi satire.

Get real.
What'm I saying.

We swam a sea Of pretty sights and
Chandelier skies.
I swore i could see you there.
It was all so real to me.
Don't wake me up.
I'm still dreaming.
The story's still undone.

I'm not done, yet.
And I'll see you again.

2007-11-21T01:22:00.000+08:00

THIS POST IS RATED PG.
Some Gore

HELLO, This is GINGY((:

GINGY lying down :D

WHEE.
The last bit of GINGY.

Yes, Hello World.

I bought GINGY for $2.50 at coffee bean.

He came from a jar :D

And, From the above photos.

You can infer that I'm terribly sadistic.

Well, Goodbye(:

2007-11-19T19:06:00.001+08:00

I walked for an hour in the rain today.
Then I went to bed.
I think I'm sick now.

I can't seem to tag my own blog so.
Replies to tags.

Niki: Hello Dear(:
Karin: HELLO, you bleach watching toot.
Isabel: It's retarded hm.
Natalie: hey!:D
Dione: O:
MAG: yupp, MUST((: SKITTLESSKITTLES.
Jolene: hello sweetheart:D ILYTOO.
Izumi: yep..?
Brandon: HOHO, and i thought you didn't want to.

2007-11-18T19:53:00.000+08:00

Different.
-Acceptance.

Tell myself, on the ride home.
Getting tired, hating all I've known.
Holding on, like it's all I have.
Count me out, when it's clear that I,
find it hard to say.
And you, find it hard to care.

I wanted to see something that's different,
something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different,
everything you would change in me.
Got this way, upfront but never true.
God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am.
Crashing down, any chance you hear.
Caving in, any chance that you,
could see inside of me.
And I don't know what to say,
It's fine. This isn't Hollywood.
So fine, getting in your way.

I wanted to see something that's different,
something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different,
everything you would change in me.

I'm taking a chance, this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
Taking a chance, this could be different.

This could be all I'm waiting for.
I wanted to see something that's different,
something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different,
everything you would change in me.

Something that's different.
Something that's different.

Credits, Steph, Sharon.

Disclaimer,
This post's the result of my major mood swing.
Don't read it.

Sometimes, I wonder.
How easily swept away I was before.
Sure, it was stupid and innocently adolescent.
The way I was thrilled at such meagre words.
The euphoria, even when it was sure to fall apart.
Still, I completely trusted it.
Looking back, I don't know how
I was ever able to go on to something
I knew was so pathetically doomed to end, wrongly.

Easy come, easy go.
Euphoria, it's a passing thing, no?

To think I made the same omission twice.
Shows how I distinguish right from wrong.
Then, the fact that I'm a christian.
I really don't know why through all my problems.
I hardly ever think of praying.
Guess I've backslided, by too much.

~~I'd let you go if i could.~~
~~Screw me.~~

2007-11-14T20:07:00.000+08:00

15th November, Hurry come!

Today was pretty much, boring.
Well, Isn't every day that way.

I don't know why i keep thinking.
Trying to understand why stuff happen.
I so need to stop it.
Yes.
Yes.
Okay.

I guess.
I really miss you,
The old you.
The you who was,
At it, sometimes.

This post's so crap.

Althea.

2007-11-13T19:03:00.000+08:00

I hate bloody nose bleeds.
They stain my nice white shirts.

TODAY,
I cut my hair.
It's real short now.
Very, extremely.

Hohoho, i look like a guy.

It's so ~~FASCINATINGLY~~ scary.
:O

Watched Shinobi at Steph's house.
It's sad beyond sad.
GENNOSUKE DIED.
D:

ILOVEMARSHMALLOW.
HIS HAIR'S THE ULTIMATE HOT.

Sad, He died too):

2007-11-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

Sock~~less~~(:

Saturday.
Went out with SamKang :D

I BOUGHT MY RUBIKS CUBE.

It's real pretty. Veryyyyyyyyyyyy.

Hm, Sunday. Church.

I think i've only now realised

How fragile life and stuff is.

It's pretty scary.

Althea.

2007-11-09T12:54:00.000+08:00

Hello World :D
I haven't blogged in like 463750286423708516 days.
ANYWAY, this week's been more or less boring.
I haven't even started on my holiday hw.
At all : Ohwell.

Monday.
I don't remember doing anything on monday so yeah.
Tuesday.
BAND(:
We played nicenicenicely.
Wednesday.
ZOO! Went to the zoo with Steph and Sharon.
Janel cldn't make it):
ANDANDAND.
The toliets in the zoo're veryvery scary.
Pictures later.
Thursday.
Went out for lunch.
Stayed home and waited for my WHOLE family
To come home.
Home aloning is fun(:
Friday.
BANDDDDDDDD:D

Yeahhhhhhh,
That's my entire week.
AHA, my life's so UNeventful.

I ~~don't~~ feel like going to church tmr.
Oh well.
Magdalene needs to pass me my jacket.
And i still owe her her shirt.

Okay.
Blogger's way screwed.
Picture time
I've no idea how long this' gonna take):

Steph with GREEN eyes(:
Doesn't look like her, hm?

Note, Sign board.

Sharon's FOURteen.

HAHA, Steph's THREEteen :D

MY pony. So prettysopretty(:

WAYNE!(: Aha.

Wayne is tall, dark and handsome:D

In the scary toliet.

Amazing much.

You can't see Sharon the giraffe.

I'm gonna change my blogskin.

Yes.

Althea.

2007-11-03T17:54:00.000+08:00

Hello,
I know i'ma boring person.
But quizes kill MY boredom.

what's your hp brand?
Nokia.
what are the last digits in your hp no.?
289
what does the 12th message in your inbox say?
It's private, extremely.
Who's the first person under M?
MAGDALENE:D
Who's the last person you rang?
Chloe.
Who's the last missed call from?
uh, Ian O.o
Who's the second person under D?
Darie.
What does the last message in your inbox say?
Cristy!(: --->literally.
Who's the 2nd last person under j?
JoyceyPoicy.
What does the 10th message in your sent items say
i delete my sent items.
Who's the 4th person under S?
Sam Kang:D
Who's your network provider?
huh.
How many messages are there in your inbox?
435.
What do you have as your background?
Steph's and my legs.
Who's the second person under r?
Rachael!
Who do you have on speed dial 3?
Elvina Lee.
if you're using prepaid how much credit do you have left?
I HAVE A NORMAL SIM CARD(:
who's the last person under C?
Curtis.
What's your ringtone?
my phone's on silent 24/7

imsostuuuuuuuuuuuuuupid.

2007-11-02T17:00:00.002+08:00

Name people you know from A to Z.

A - Ah Dear <3
B - Baby<3
C -Clarissa Teo
D -Dawn
E -Elena
F -FATFAT D:<
G -Grace Koh
H - HY. HAHA OMG.
I -Isabel<3
J -Joanne<3
K- Karin :O
L -Letitia
M -Magdalene Fong Xue Yun <3
N -Niki
O -ORLANDOBLOOM:D
P -Pris
Q - Qiyu -->[mental block]
R - Rachel Tan <3
S - Samantha Kang<3
T - Tan <3
U - Uvwxyz.
V - Vanessa
W - Winnie
X - Xfiles.
Y - YingBing
Z - Zephyr

1. What does A sms you about?
AHEM(:
2. How many siblings does B have?
One brother.
3. What is C’s nickname?
CLARE.
4. How do you get to know D?
We're related.
5. How despo is E?
She isn't :D HOHO.
6. How much is F older/younger then you?
78460578234650236407years older.
7. Name of G’s best friend(s)?
Gee, i don't know.
8. Does H know I?
HAHA. No :D
9. What happens if J becomes your enemy?
I'll cry.
10. Under what conditions will K & L get married?
They could turn crooked.
11. How many ppl do you know with M’s initial?
NIL.
12. Do you enjoy talking on the phone with N?
Haven't.
13. Do you think O knows P?
Hm, i'd be real jealous if he did.
14. How geeky is Q?
Don't know.
15. Is R very popular?
MHM(:
16. What happens if S likes you?
Last time i checked, she's straight(:
17. Is T a very random person?
Yes. She times her shit.
18. How are U and V related?
V watches U?
19. Do you take W as anything else other than a friend?
uh, no.
20. When is the last time u met up with X?
Like decades ago.
21. Are Y & Z enemies?
Nope(:
22. Of everyone from A - Z, who do you love the most?
Ahdear,
Baby,
Joanne,
Magdalene,
Sam Kang,
Rachel,
Tan!
23. Will you betray any of them?
I'll try to avoid any opportunities(:
24. Have you confessed to anyone from A - Z?
Why, yes. many of them infact.
How fun:D

Credits, Baby.

2007-11-02T17:00:00.001+08:00

I'll bet i gained 903827461238942356545kg today.
I ate honey stars and orange juice for breakfast.
Then i ate poached salmon for lunch.
At least it was poached. RAH.

I lost two kg after going out ystd though.
:D
Going out helps people lose weight.
Gosh, that's ever so cool.
It's probably the coolest discovery ever made.
HAHA(:
But i'm more or less officially grounded.
I think.
RWARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
This sucks.

Ohwell.
Thinking about the past's bad.
It distracts me from the present.
/:
I HATE decisions.

This' a random post.
And i'm moving on, yes(:

2007-10-31T19:07:00.000+08:00

Failure sure has a great way of befalling someone.
I stepped on someone's foot on the bus today.
And i didn't even apologise.
Dig that.

Steph and Isabel're the best.

I went to st gabs today.

2007-10-28T19:55:00.000+08:00

It rained today(:
Cheered me up, loads.
Hmm, I started thinking
Alot today. Maybe it's the weather.
Gah, thinking makes me feel lethargic.
And hersheys kisses really do cheer me up.
It's the only chocolate that's worked.
Aha. And i'm not going for youthcamp.
Well, for two reasons.
My passport seems to want to remain unfound.
And yes, i think i'd rather stay at home.
Besides, S'pore's nice. i guess.

Ohwell.
It just dawned on me there's no school tmr.
Disconcerting, much.

2007-10-26T15:01:00.001+08:00

My results're ~~screwed~~ real bad.
I hate feeling like this.
~~I hate people asking my position in class.~~
What does it matter anyway.
Sickening, Competitiveness.
People try so hard,
Not for themselves.
But to beat other people.
What the hell's the point.

I so need to mug hard next year.
I really NEED to get in 3A1.

~~Get real Althea.~~

Gosh, i need this ~~shit~~ feeling to
Go away. FARFARFAR away.

Today marks my last school day with Janel.
I cried in class. Fabulous, much.
I think i'm undergoing some permanent mood swing.
Periods suck

Bought LOADS of chocolate.
It's supposed to be comfort food.
Emphasis, supposed.
So far, thre's been no difference.

How perfect.

ndfyiouhcljvkbdhevgyoihuj
fd bhvfoygilhkjfndbh gcvoudioijskxj
cnbsdhvugoclhdsijaknscbhgs
fdshbcgyosdfuiljkdmogvihyfjvndsbhv
fnjdbcuogvifsdjkcsvbhgfyouihisjadb

I'm okay.
Yes.

2007-10-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

Thursday.

School's ending tmr.

Which means,

Tmr's my last day with Janel.

I want to cry real bad.

I'm gonna miss you so, Janel.

I'll forever remember the times,

Secrets, fantasies, dreams that we shared.

Our ~~passion~~ for the violin(:

I'll never forget you.

Don't you forget me too.

Just to let you know,

I love you truckloads, lorryloads, carloads.

And motorcycleloads.

Althea.

2007-10-24T21:01:00.000+08:00

I decided my old blogskin looked like a child's drawing.
Oh my. Yes well. I took the picture off the blogskin.
Couldn't preview so i just took the template off.
Turns out the picture's of a dead person.

Haha. Happy Birthday Esther.
I love you HCL partner!
For all the times you put up with
My continuous questions on our hw,
How to read practically ~~every~~ word in the txt book.
The way you put up with my eratic mood swings too.
I really appreciate it.

I found this empty cup in my fridge just now.
It was like real cold and all.
So i poured water in.
And my water was cold :D

I feel so stupid.
Gosh.
My blog's so dead.
Ohwell.
C'est la vie, no?
D:

Thursday.
Oh Gosh.

Althea.

2007-10-20T12:41:00.000+08:00

Even more, I had never meant to love him.
One thing I truly knew - Knew it from the pit of my stomach,
in the centre of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head
to the soles of my feet, knew it deep into my empty chest
- was how love gave some one the power to break you.

-New Moon
Page 219

i am so going to get the book((:

2007-10-19T21:29:00.000+08:00

Hello big wide world.
Yes, hello!(:
Went out with Mag after school today.
We went to PS.
Hmm, and i ~~didnt't~~ know DG
Was on the purple line.
Haha. We ate at Cafe Cartel:D
Hohoho, had ice-cream too.

Whee.
I love Magdalene.
:D

Literature enrichment was rather.
Well, less than interesting.
~~It really sucked~~

Oh. And happy birthday to
Everyone who's birthday's today.

Steph founded The Horny Club today.
My oh my.

Cheerio(:

2007-10-18T17:30:00.001+08:00

Haha, dig this.
It's off the magazine Teenage.

hotguy, 17
imnotgonnawritesoastokeepthepersonanonymous@hotmail.com
im a fun cute looking guy looking
for stead of both gender.
100% reply, email, add on msn.

HAHAHAHA.
BOTH GENDERS.
HAHAHAHA.
(:

I've been eating too much chocolate.
Oh no :D

2007-10-15T12:41:00.000+08:00

I Dreamed It Would Be Nameless Bliss,
As I Loved, Loved To Be;
And To This Object Did I Press
As Blind As Eagerly

-Jane Eyre
Page 382

2007-10-12T22:48:00.001+08:00

I know i said i was gonna be in a permanent good mood.
Ohwell, Trust __________ to spoil that.

I don't get why you did that.
I didn't do anything, to you.

Goodness gracious me :/

2007-10-11T20:13:00.000+08:00

Hello World(:

Today's been a nice day.
Perhaps the nicest in a while for me.

I saw alot of weird stuff today though.
Example, an unthin guy on the bus
Who doesn't bother ringing the bell.
But'll shout, DINGDONG.

And, A woman who's hair kept
Sticking into my eyes on the MRT.

Oh oh.
And I bought skittles.
Was eating them on the way home.
Put it in my pocket so yeah.
Then, like i kept picking
Purple, Yellow, Purple, Yellow.
Nice flavours(:

Then there was an orange one.
So spoiler :X

Hmm, and if people've been
Thinking my posts're kinda.
Well upset-ish.
And that my moods've been kinda.
Eratic.
And Magdalene yes.
You really scared me ystd.
With what you said.

Well,
Dig this.
HAHAHAHA.
HOHOHOHO.

:D
I'm in a PERMANENT
Good mood.

Band was fun.
&I think the Clarinet
Section's ASL's kinda insane.
:D hoho.

Althea.

2007-10-09T14:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY MARIEL.

I love You so much(:

2007-10-08T19:40:00.000+08:00

&I never saw It coming.
Till i fell so hard.
Who ever knew people could
Fall hard in love.
whoa, Ouch :X

heh.

Oh. And yes.
Why can't you just be
Straight up with honesty?
Well, look.
I'm tired of trying to understand.
And I'm tired of pretending
Not to know how Cliched you are.

Passe.

Althea.

Not Seeing The Rest Of You's Getting The Best Of Me.

2007-10-07T20:31:00.001+08:00

I think I'm rather inconsistent in my moods.

One moment I'm as optimistic as anything.
And the next, like.

Yes, you get the point.
Consistentcy.

You really piss me off.

Enough of that.
Honestly, I prefer the happy Althea.

Went out with Rachel and Mag after
Church today.
I love them both.
Ate at Subway.
Double Chocolate Cookies
Cheer me up, alot.

Then had icecream
With Magdalene at Swensons.

I love them both so much(:

Another happy post.
Oh good.
Consistentcy!
I'm gonna maintain this.

Je'taime Mon Cherie.
Edward!(:

2007-10-06T23:03:00.000+08:00

Edward Cullen.
Gosh, I'm in love :D
Infatuation, Infatuation.
My mummy got me the book.
Like, zomgzomg (:

AH. But i still Love
Mr Darcy.

Heh, being in love(:
Mr Darcy,
Edward Cullen.
And someone else.
But i don't know who.

Like Janel once wrote in
Her blog.
Its Euphoric.
And muchly satisfactory.

With Love,

Althea.

gosh, i'm happy(:

2007-10-03T22:27:00.000+08:00

"Sometimes That Last Person You Want To Be With, Is The One Person You Can't Do Without."

-Pride & Prejudice

2007-10-02T20:22:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Faces and
Loud, Empty Places;
Look at the way that We live;
Wastin' our time on cheap talk& wine.
Left us so little to give.
That same old crowd ,
Like a cold dark cloud.
That we could never rise above

Strawberry Champagne& Vanilla Lace.
<3

2007-10-02T15:35:00.001+08:00

Why do people hurt themselves?
It doesn't make sense to me.

And what d'you expect me to say;
When you talk like that.
Even when i do.
You give me such sparse replies.
It's just plain, stupid.

-Forget it
Breaking Benjamin.

It's a crime You let it happen to me.
Out of mind, I love It,
Easy to please .
Nevermind, forget it,
It's just memories.

Hmm, & this' a happy post(:
i ate jelly today.

:D

2007-10-01T20:02:00.000+08:00

You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine,
You make me happy,
When skies're gray.
You'll nver know dear.
How much i love you.
Please don't take,
My sunshine away.

Magdalene and I're happyhappy people.
We're both ununhappy :D

If you thought it was You,
I guess it was.
But what does it matter.

Althea.

2007-09-30T16:29:00.000+08:00

I Hate You.

Why d'you have to go and make everything
so bloody difficult.
In case you don't know, its not
like i get to choose everything in my life.

And yes, fine.
i'll admit it.
i'm not always proud of my opinions.
Even when i'm politically correct.
Wrong attitude much?
my mentality's so screwed now.

So much for trying.
Yes, i so did.
i tried real hard.
Maybe i'm just not cut out.

This' so stupid.
i shouldn't be feeling this way.
it's not like i'm in the wrong.

Go To Hell.

And this is so not being a good testimony.
But i don't thinkk i can take your crap anymore.

2007-09-27T14:34:00.000+08:00

I Want To Marry Mr Darcy(:
Heh.

Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head,
They Keep Falling.

I love the Rain.

2007-09-25T17:11:00.000+08:00

Cereal is so nice, No?
Cheerios!

2007-09-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

What's up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
And it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that still remain after you were gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you

Ps, Im still not over you.

-Rihanna.

2007-09-20T18:53:00.001+08:00

i feel like abandoning my blog.
gee, its a weird feeling.

:O

2007-09-14T13:07:00.000+08:00

Think of me
think of me fondly,
when we've said
goodbye.
Remember me
once in a while -
please promise me
you'll try.

When you find
that, once
again, you long
to take your heart back
and be free -
if you
ever find
a moment,
spare a thought
for me.

We never said
our love
was evergreen,
or as unchanging
as the sea -
but if
you can still
remember,
stop and think
of me.

Think of all the things
we've shared and seen -
don't think about the things
which might have been.

Think of me,
think of me waking,
silent and
resigned.

Imagine me,
trying too hard
to put you
from my mind.

Recall those days,
look back
on all those times,
think of the things
we'll never do -
there will
never be
a day, when
I won't think
of you.

fortcanning- malfunctioned.

althea.

2007-09-13T15:12:00.000+08:00

hellosies.

im at bishan library now :D
with magdalene.
hoho, im friendster-ing, onlin-ing and blogging
while she's studying ><

haha!
she's a guai 3A1er.

RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

she's msn-ing RANDOM ppl.
crazy girl.

haha.

subway cookies so own :D

and i'm in a goodgood mood.

jndspufbdgfhlbdsn.
gosh,
my dreams scare me though.

ah.

2007-09-12T14:33:00.000+08:00

Tagged by SHABBNA.

list out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1. nice grades.
2. my oh so unrealistic A1 for hcl.
3. a BAH NAH NAH tie :D
4. slippers.
5. YOUREADINTHIS, hoho.

ouioui.

answer the following questions.
1. the person who tagged you is?
Shabbna Feroz Khan.

2. your relationship with her is?
bestie, my oh so sensible, hot guy crazy friendfriend.

3. your 5 impressions of her; Shabbna.
1. tall.
2. secret-tellable.
3. I
4. LOVE.
5. HER.

4. the most memorable thing she has done for you?
everything she does' memorable(:

5. the most memorable words she has said to you?
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. SHELDON! HAHAHA.

6. if she becomes your lover, you will?
i'm no lesbo(:

7. if she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be?
turn guy, but stay the same.

8. if she becomes your enemy, you will?
cry and go to bed.

9. if she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
we both suffered from serious brain damage ><

10. the most desired thing you want to do for her now is?
SHANE BABY.

11. your overall impression of her is?
NICESTNICE.

12. how do you think people around you will feel about you?
RWAR.

13. the character you love of yourself is?
my ability to love my unloveable self.

14. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
the way i change moods. D:

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
LUI :D

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
like you too, i think.

17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. althea
2. althea
3. althea
4. althea
5. althea
6. althea
7. althea
8. althea
9. althea
10. althea

who is no.6 having relationship with?
ALTHEA I THINK(:

is no.9 a male or female?
FEMALE LAH.

if no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
they already are, yes :D

how about no.8 and 5?
they're togeteher too.

what is no.2 studying about?
SCHOOL.

when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
NOWNOWNOW.

what kind of music band does no.8 like?
FOB. BB. MCR. ETC.

does no.1 have any siblings ?
THREE.

will you woo no.3?
woo-EDEDEDED.

how about no.7?
of course.

is no.4 single?
YEAH D: haha.

what is the surname of no.5?
TOH.

what is the name of no.10?
ALTHEA

what is the hobby of no.4?
ah, ask her yourself.

do no.5 and 9 get along well?
YUPP :D

where is no.2 studying at?
PEE AL MM GEE ASS ASS.
copyright esther.

talk something casually about no.1?
my LOVERRRR.

have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
i already have.

where does no.9 live at?
we room together ^^

are no.5 and 1 best friends?
more or less.

does no.7 like no.2?
uh huh.

how do you get to know no.2?
its FATE((((:

does no.1 have any pets?
dog.

is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
no :|

am i happy?
yes, i shd think so.

2007-09-10T14:45:00.000+08:00

Je t'aime.
J'ai vous ai aimé tout le long.
Et je m'ennuie de vous.
Été lointain loin pour loin trop long.
Je continue à vous rêver serai avec moi.
et vous n'irez jamais.
Un mes genoux,
je demanderai la dernière chance une dernière danse.
'cause avec vous, je résisterais.
Tout l'enfer pour tenir votre main.
Je la donnerais toute.

diable.

french dictionaries're fun.
so are translators ><

althea.

je vous déteste.

2007-09-10T01:06:00.000+08:00

just like that,
and the hols are over.

how scarily fast.

i've recently realised though.
how people tend to change,
oh so much.

or maybe it's me who's changed.
yeah, i think so too.
and i hadn't realised you
would've thought that badly of me.

well, heck.

2007-09-05T18:21:00.000+08:00

Tagged by steph.

list out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1. sleep.
2. you.
3. him.
4. her.
5. JT(((:

uh huh.

answer the following questions.
1. the person who tagged you is?
stephanie tan yu zhen.

2. your relationship with her is?
bestie [ 1-1((: ]

3. your 5 impressions of her; steph.
1. small.
2. smaller.
3. flat :D
4. the ultimate.
5. besttttttttfriend.

4. the most memorable thing she has done for you?
MY UNGLAM NOTEPAD

5. the most memorable words she has said to you?
iloveyou. hohoho.

6. if she becomes your lover, you will?
im straight.

7. if she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be?
turn guy, grow. heh.

8. if she becomes your enemy, you will?
go insipid.

9. if she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
i'm too languid?

10. the most desired thing you want to do for her now is?
uhh.

11. your overall impression of her is?
my favshortbestf.

12. how do you think people around you will feel about you?
shallow, stupid, petty.

13. the character you love of yourself is?
my ability to irritate ppl.

14. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
my-oh-so-serious-mood-swings

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
jt. or not,,

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
i know youre lying ><

17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. samantha.
2. mariel.
3. brocoli.
4. ****,**
5. clarissa
6. elvina.
7. shabbna
8. esther.
9. rach.
1o. *****

who is no.6 having relationship with?
davniel, i think.

is no.9 a male or female?
Female.

if no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
i'd pass out.

how about no.8 and 5?
they don't even know each other.

what is no.2 studying about?
o.O

when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
3+ hrs ago.

what kind of music band does no.8 like?
nice ones?

does no.1 have any siblings ?
deux

will you woo no.3?
hohoho, ths for the idea.

how about no.7?
lol. i wldnt dare.

is no.4 single?
HEH. ive no idea.

what is the surname of no.5?
teo.

what is the name of no.10?
*****

what is the hobby of no.4?
i wish i knew

do no.5 and 9 get along well?
YUPP :D

where is no.2 studying at?
HIHS.

talk something casually about no.1?
myprecious(:

have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
HAHAHAHAHAH. hcl-parter ones, yes.

where does no.9 live at?
serangoongardens.

are no.5 and 1 best friends?
NOPE.

does no.7 like no.2?
everyone likes two(((((((:

how do you get to know no.2?
pri sch. iloveloveloveher.

does no.1 have any pets?
nope.

is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
O.o sexyER than me at least :D

2007-09-05T12:06:00.000+08:00

fc.

All I wanted to do was to please you
Please myself by living my life too
And all the stupid things I do
Have absolutely no reflection on
How I feel about you.

JESSE MCCARTNEY - The Stupid Things

i hte, you.

2007-08-28T19:58:00.000+08:00

my cake, before((:

my cake, after.

:D

and it tasted NICE.

the room before it was filled, with furniture i mean.

with furniture(:

ha. blogger's working again.

today.
today was okay.

tmr's gna be bad.
i screwed up during band today.

AND yanlin's the meanestestestest
oboeist ever.
i kept her bubble somemore D:

althea.

2007-08-27T18:19:00.000+08:00

blogger is screwedly screwed.
it cant upload my pictures.
darn.

oh well.
today was today.
hcl was FUN.

FRIEND CHALET :D

magdaleneFONG's my brocoli who plays tt(:

love,
althea.

2007-08-25T21:39:00.000+08:00

hello.
today was random.
i went to church.
i read Jane Eyre twice.
i ate subway with my sis.
it was nice.
i like the italian bread.
its whitish.
i realised i use rexona teens.
i realised my hair's screwed.
i survived a day without my phone.

my sister's on the last episode of
Groom My Room.
and her room is pink and white.
striped.
it looks like its outta a dream.
i think its nice.
yes, it is nice.
now my hse smells of paint.

i'm probably going to church tmr.
how surprising.
i hope i stay awake.
i will, i will.

i feel so dead right now.
this post's gonna look weird.
joice said i don't use singlish.
i so do.

shabbna just said stephanie called
her an IMH escapee.
which is so weird.

Steph told me sth too.
online, when i was not home.
i'm dissapointed too.

bloody infatuation.
then again, it wasn't.
i think you're horrible.

i've been having this serious,
craving for juice recently.
my blog is dead.

althea.

2007-08-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

im bored.
i feel random.
and this'll probably help me kill time yes?

from JANEL<333's blog(:
i LOVELOVELOVE her.

1.name:
toh wern-rae althea
2.username:
altheatoh
3.nick:
hahaha. i cld probably fill up a few pages.
4.what color(a skittle) would you be:
P U R P L E .
5.chinese zodiac:
dog
6.Horoscope:
cancer ^^
7.hair color:
black
8.eye color:
DARKISHBROWN.
9.height:
SENSITIVE.
10.fave color:
pink. black. it rly depends(:
11.Glasses:
ive got perfect eyesight(: be jealous.
12.braces:
i wishhh.
13.piercing/tattoos(permanenet or non):
two? FORMALLY THREE D:
14.pet:
dog, is neopets counted?
15.postal code:
760346.

-Have you ever-
16.cut you own hair?
its a pastime :D
17.did something you regretted?
uh huh.
18.hugged someone of no relationship (in blood ) with you:
duh.
19.skipped school?
no. ive only been absent, so far (:
20. Bungee jump?
you'd have to pay me.
21.jump off a building?
aspirationaspiration.
22.dumped someone?
do i look tt evil.
23.TP’d someone’s house?
whats TP-ed.
24.Been arrested?
TSK.
25.won something?
((((((:
26.been rejected?
sensitive, but no.
27.been to a funeral?
yeah. the black umbrellas are SO cool.
28.used a lighter?
hoho, yes.
29.been on stage?
-- duh.

-Favourites-
30.Season:
winter :D SO KOREAN DRAMAish.
31.food:
sweet, sour, salty,
32.icecream flavor:
chocolate's the love.
33.school subject:
english.
34.Person:
OOH. her name starts and ends with A(: hinthint.
35.Books:
uncountableeeeee.
36.Movies:
a walk to rmbbbbbb.
37.songs:
everything, but not as much now.
38.park:
O.o
39.state:
i don't know? PARIS.
40.sport to watch:
S O C C E R. tho i don't get the game.
41.Place:
anywhre under the rain.
42.Bands:
MCR, FOB, goooood charlotte.
43.Letters in alphabets:
A, JJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ.
44. Restaurants:
mental block.
45.Cartoon/anime characters:
KANAME. if tts how its spelt.
46.Tv Stations:
starmovies.
47. name for a son:
JUSTIN.
48.name for a daughter:
AEHTLA.

-do you prefer-
49.Chocolate or Vanilla or StrawBerry?
duh chocolate(:
50.long relationships or long friendship?
whats the differnce.
51.dogs or cats or hamsters:
DOGS, hamster's are rodents ><
52.horro flicks or comedys or love storys or dramatic but educational or real life biographys:
love stories >< HEH.
53.short or long hair:
i won't know ><
54.croutons or bacon:
uh.
55.kissing or hugging:
both?

-first thing that comes into your mind-
56.Mexico: hot.
57.school: HCL.
58.Grass: grass jelly ><
59. Cows: COW!
60.Canada: canadian pizza :D
61.Mouse: yuck.
62.Hands: manicuressss.

-the past 48 hours, have you-
63.watched a movie? no D:
64. talked on the phone? yeahhh.
65.cried? i yawn like alot.
66.threw up? felt like.
67.drank a glass of water? yes.
68.done drugs? PANADOL, STREPSILS.
69.read a book or magazine? yes.
70.watched TV? currently.
71.looked in the mirror? you think?
72.taken a shower? just.
73.taken picture with others or yourself? yeah.
74.listened to music? yes.
75.kissed someone? O.o no.
76.told someone you liked them? no.
77.thought of any guy or gal? yeah? i think, alot(:

HAHAHA.

2007-08-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

okay.
school was school.
band was band.
we ended late though :|
still, ive been missing my clarinet.

learnt HSM, spongebob theme song
and instant concert today(:

i've got this strongstrong
dislike towards HSM.

i think its gross.
yes, anti-HSM((:

oh oh.

and i just cut my hair short

i think i look like a guy.
or like cleopatra ><

oh mannnnnnnnnnnn.
and the hairdresser said
my hair's gonna QIAO.

like wth. oh no.
natural look leave ons :D

tmr till end of the yr's
RED TIE WEARATION dayS ^^

althea.

2007-08-22T14:32:00.000+08:00

post 176.
i don't like today.
and i probably won't like tmr :|
haven't finished my darned speech.

so this mornin i wanted to go to sch.
then i decided not to.
seeing my throat still hurt and all.

yeah and my phone bill's come in D:
i exceeded. woah. BIG SURPRISE IN TT --

and now i'm gonna have to start working
for my allowance. yeah, WORKING.

bad things happening tmr:
there's public speaking :/
there's band.
i don't mean band's unnice.
im just saying it'd prolly end late.
there's PW I THINK.
its a thursday.
i'll have morning run AND PE.
RWAR.
i hope i catch sars and die.

GOODTHINGS happening tmr:
-NIL-

GOODTHINGS tt have occured.
according to steph,
i passed the interview round(:

oh goodie.
i've btr start being a good girl.
not implying tt im not now.
but to a further extent.
-- more hairpins :O

oh and someone found my ez link
card and passed to AMK police station(:

gosh. im so praying my wallets there TOO.

heh. i read through all my tags earlier.
AND posts. from the very first one.

couldn't help but laugh.
i feel so darn stupid.

2007-08-21T13:07:00.001+08:00

i'm sick D:
and it so sucks.

i'm missing band today :| and french class.
ha. only good thing's tt i get to choose my diet for now (:

before(:

after half an hour.
i don't think rasberries are good for fevers ><
if tt's even how its spelt.

and fruitloops make me happy((:

HEH.
i think my fever's burnt my head already.

dwqe78oprfnewuifhds-9gfurjpnwe.

althea.

2007-08-20T15:03:00.000+08:00

-------------------------------------------------

fireworks' are gettin boring :D

hmm.
went to SJC's family day((:

PICTURESSS.

dont ask me why its upside down.

ah, im lazy to upload allllllllllllllllllllllll.

RWAR.

i know im wuliao okay.

ah.
heck, i'll upload the rest another time.

2007-08-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

hello world.
had history ct today.
i guess it was manageable(:

was studying like crazy ystd.
and my new ipod really helps :D

ha. gg for my sister's school family day tmr.
to see clare and clara ETC (:

oh. and i just took an IQ test.
gosh im dumb.

Congratulations, Althea!
Your IQ score is ***
This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Inventive Inquisitor. You have the unusual distinction of being equally good at math and verbal skills. This means you are a creative thinker and are uniquely good at teaching others through experiences. You are also a great improviser and very good at handling change.

HAHA.

IQIQIQIQIQIQ ><

althea.

2007-08-16T16:15:00.000+08:00

there(:

X.X

steph&herBLUEEpushpop(:

oh. and i sprained my ankle.
oh greattttttttt.

2007-08-15T16:48:00.000+08:00

today was okay.

i bought a pushpop(:
steph did too.

2007-08-14T17:13:00.000+08:00

How I've waited for today
When I could finally say

You jerk
You jerk
You are such a jerk
There are other words
But they just don't work

2007-08-13T18:26:00.000+08:00

had the i n t e r v i e w today :/
i screweddddddddddddddddd up.
badbadbad:Y DD: oh myyyyyyyyyy.

i

a
m

s
o
s
o
s
o
s
o
s
o

s
c
r
e
w
e
d
.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

sometimes i wish i was vulgar,
like Sharon.

2007-08-09T15:17:00.000+08:00

gosh.
this' frigging hilarious.
from STEPH(:

Blue Bra - Single and happy.

Yellow Bra - Single, but your heart is
taken by someone very special.

Green Bra - Single and hating it.

Red bra - Taken and loving every
single moment of it.

Grey Bra - Single and whatever happens
happens.

Pink Bra - Like someone, they like you
back, but you aren't going out.

Orange Bra- Confused.

clear bra-you love sum1 and the want
to love you back but they just cant

Black Bra - Single+ really love
someone but not sure if they love or
like you back but you would do
absolutely anything to get them =[

Purple Bra - Single and interested,
but don't know if they like you.

Brown Bra- You wanna give up
completely.

hahaha!
BLACK BRA.

equals.

Single+ really love
someone but not sure if they love or
like you back but you would do
absolutely anything to get them =[

OH RIGHTTTTTT (:

2007-08-09T12:06:00.000+08:00

i could sing you a tune,
or promise you the moon.
but if that's what it takes to hold you.
i'd just as soon let you go.
but there's one thing i want you to know.
you better look before you leap,
still waters run deep
and there won't always be someone there
to hold you out.
and you know what im talkin about.

i read tht somewhre(:

more to life
-stacie orrico.

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

There's gotta be more to life.
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm.
Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure. There's gotta be more

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half-way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

I'm wanting more

I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed....
Always. Always.

More to life
There's gotta be more to life (more to life)
There's gotta be more to life (more)
More to my life

i think its nice.
happy birthday isis girl.
oh Singapore too.

althea.

And why can't I let it go

2007-08-08T23:36:00.001+08:00

today was the parade.
i heard from SOMEONE
we were offbeat :/
and soft, but hey thts not our fault.
i think we did nice :D
PLCB x33

went to kovan to meet mariel aft sch.
um. then i hogged the PUBLIC toliet.
to change outta band uniform.
hmmm. uh then we went to BISHAN.
to meet younice.

and i met lotsa and lots of ppl.
church ppl specifically.

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

then i met younice's gay fren.
and gosh, he's REAL gay.
i mean like even more thaan mr fklwejfpuidsnf;lasjh.
horrible, vulgar buzzing bee.
BU NAN BU NU. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyuck.

haha! then went to coffee bean and
bought a blueberrymuffin with magdalene.
couldn't finish it though.

yesssssss. then we walked around in circles.
literally. haha. uh uh.
then we went to VIVOOOOOOOOOO.
and bought jelly beans :DD

yes and i cant rmb anything else.

i lost my apple juice.

AH.

and dfo[ihfunxslfneuif is so darn zai.
hahahahahahaha.

althea

2007-08-02T20:59:00.000+08:00

ALL THAT I'VE GOT.

-the used.

So deep, that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
I sleep, I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I

I need something average
Someone please just give me
Hit me and knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can't laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Predenting I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
Eyes closed so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream **** me, I

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Predenting I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream **** me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
and it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got

althea.

2007-07-31T20:36:00.000+08:00

today was okay.
i think i screw up during band, alot.
oh well.
we've gotta full dress rehearsal on thurs.
oh yuck.
SOCKS. HAIRNET. BERETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
and BOOTS. ewewew.

anw, other than tht.
today was nice.
and im happy((:
cos i found,
my file,
my math ntoebook,
my script,
MY WATER COLOR BASED, SUITABLE FOR CHILDREN UDER 3 MARKERS.
:D and my extra violin bow.

YES.
and don't EVER use st yves
what nonsense facial wash.
IVE GOT ONE BIGGGGGGGGGGGG RED
PIMPLE NOW.
D:

eck.

three days to MAGDALENE'S BIGDAY.
birthday* i mean.
HAHAHA. COUPLES LAB ><

althea.

2007-07-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

i beg your pardon,
i never promised you a rose garden.
along with the sunshine,
there's gotta be rain sometimes.

i went to church today.
which is weird.

and i realised i kinda discriminate against
twits. i think they're gross.
with the 'ii' and 'zxzxzx'
eeyuck.

althea.

quiz.

1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be?
uh.

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
haha yeah((:

3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed again, would you?
i cant rmb who i last kissed.

4. Do you take compliments well?
i don't really know.

5. Do you play Sudoku?
yeah. its darn fun.

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?
i doubt it ><

7. If your house were on fire, what would be the first thing you would
save?
my dog i think. its a reflex.

8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with?
my dog.

9. Who do you text the most?
UM :DD sensitive.

10. Favorite children’s book?
enid blyton. if thts how its spelt.

11. Eye color?
brown :D

12. How tall are you?
IVE GROWN ALR. don't ask.

13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you?
yeah, probably.

14. Any secret admirers?
the word secret has a meaning --

15. When was the last time you were at Botanic Garden?
like last mth i think.

16. Favorite ex..?
O.o

17. Where was the furthest place you traveled?
i'm bad at geog.

18. Do you like mustard?
ew. its yellow.

19. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
sleep((:

21. Do you miss anyone?
yes. of course.

22. Can you do splits?
HEH. yeah((:

23. What movie do you want to see right now?
tht rat one ._.

24. What did you do for New Year’s Eve?
i don't think i did anything.

25. Do you think The Grudge was crappy?
whats tht.

26. Do you own a camera phone?
haha yeah?

27. Are you a cheerleader?
not now :/

28. What’s the last letter of your middle name?
H.

29. Are you hispanic?
nope D:

31. Do you like care bears?
YES. im one my self. LOL.

32. What do you buy at the Movies?
nachos combo :D

33. Do you know how to play poker?
uh no.

34. Do you wear your seatbelt?
if there's a police car.

35. What do you wear to sleep?
clothes?

36. Anything big ever happen in your CITY?
ahah. tsunami! i wish.

37. Is your hair straight or curly?
straight.

38. Is your tongue pierced?
EWEWEWEW. no.

39. Do you like Liver and Onions?
yuck.

40. Do you like funny or serious people better?
serious? i DON'T KNOW.

41. Ever been to L.A.?
uh huh.

42. Who is on your mind right now?
bgudhljkwuihbf;ildjvnjek. yes.

43. Any plans 4 tonight?
its 1104PM --

44. Whats your fav. song at the moment?
how to save a life.

45. Do you hate chocolate?
haha NO.

46. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
i don't fight with my mum.

47. Are you a gullible person?
i think not.

48. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
of course not.

49. If you could have any job what would it be?
JUDGE, DUH.

50. Are you easy to get along with?
nope.

51. What is your favorite time of day?
O.o

52. Are you generally a happy person?
i suppose.

--

ALL YOU GIRLS.. ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

1. Do you burp in front of guys?
nope.

2. Do you straighten your hair?
nope.

3. Whats your favorite girl magazine?
uh.

4. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
nope.

5. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
haha yeah ><

6. Would you leave the house without makeup on?
makeup spoils ur face.

7. Do you consider making out "unladylike"?
uh. it cant be unmanlike either. gosh i don't know?

8.On the scale of 1-10 how fun is shopping?
TENTENTEN.

9. Do you think lipgloss is the best?
i think it tastes nice.

10. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
nope.

11. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
it depends.

12. Do you like soccer boys?
huh?

13. Is pink the best color in the world?
HEH. i would think so :D

14. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
nope, waste of money.

15. Do you often wish there was something you could change about yourself ?
yeah.

16. Do you dress up too much for holidays?
maybe? no.

17. Do you like to wear dresses?
haha. i haven't worn one in yrs. unlesspipnafore's are counted.

18. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
LOL. i cant ><

19. On a scale 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
._. uh. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10.

20. In the past 24 hours have you hung out with a guy?
technically, no.

21. Are shoes your weakness?
:P

22. Is chocolate your best friend?
nope. its my counsellor :DD

23. Do you like to paint your nails?
YES.

25. On a scale of 1-10 how many times do you look in the mirror a day?
10 ><

26. Are your nails long and pretty?
not anymore, spot checks. ughhh.

27. How often do wear high heeels?
kinda.

28. Would you rather go to a sports event or go shopping?
> Shopping laa, oops.

29. Would you rather go to a rock concert or prepare yourself for a party?
i really don't know.

30. Would you rather listen to music or dance to music?
LISTENNNNNNNNNN.

haha wasn't tht fun((:
i feel so boring.
yes. im a boring person.

2007-07-27T20:45:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MAGDALENE((:
omg. ahha thks for helping me with chinese.
AGAIN. :D your the nicestestest person
in PL xD

okay.
uh.
today was okay.
chinese exam killed me.
yes, im dead.
AND I HATE BITTERGOURD.
i mean, what sorta paper has
an article on likening
bittergourd to life for
an EXAMMMMMMMMMMM.

yes and all the chengyu, yan yu, guan yong yu
that i studied so darn hard
for HARDLY CAME OUT.
LIKE ONLY FIVE QNS>
EEYUCK.

rah.
had drills today.
i think we improved, relatively((:
yay, PLCB <3

love,
althea.

2007-07-26T21:31:00.000+08:00

CONVO BETWEEN ME AND SHABB.

MSN.

somewhere along in the bitterness says:
i see my sexy name :D

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
haha.

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
((:

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
but it's not lah.

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
i thought it was.

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
((:

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
but it's actually not.

somewhere along in the bitterness says:
hah. you cut it yourself?

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
haha

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
dumb me.

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
NO.

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
((:

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
the aunty didl.

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
*did

somewhere along in the bitterness says:
oh. haha.

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
you should have come today

somewhere along in the bitterness says:
BUT I LIKE UR HAIR

somewhere along in the bitterness says:
I DID!

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
no you didnt.

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
i ddint see you

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
did i?

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
oh no.

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
something is wrong with me.

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
OMG.

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
did you come?

somewhere along in the bitterness says:
YES

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
NOW I REMEMBER SEEING YIOU

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
*you

somewhere along in the bitterness says:
TSK

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
i saw you sitting down suring physics.

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
8during

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
omgoodness.

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
and you were the one calling for niki.

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
oh no.
theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
i thought today was like yesterday or something.

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
sorry

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
oh no.

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
so sorry

theSHAB.&i cut my hair.my ponytail's as short as althea's. I LOVE MY PONYTAIL AND FRINGE. ((: says:
eeeeeeeeeeek.

somewhere along in the bitterness says:
haha. NVM.

somewhere along in the bitterness says:
i just realised how invisible i am.

theSHAB.&i hate my fringe. I'M SELLING FUNFAIR TICKETS! ((: says:
SORRRY.

theSHAB.&i hate my fringe. I'M SELLING FUNFAIR TICKETS! ((: says:
so sorry

somewhere along in the bitterness says:
COOL. i have powers.

somewhere along in the bitterness says:
><

theSHAB.&i hate my fringe. I'M SELLING FUNFAIR TICKETS! ((: says:
today went by so fast

theSHAB.&i hate my fringe. I'M SELLING FUNFAIR TICKETS! ((: says:
haha

somewhere along in the bitterness says:
lol.

theSHAB.&i hate my fringe. I'M SELLING FUNFAIR TICKETS! ((: says:
althea is the new jessica alba

theSHAB.&i hate my fringe. I'M SELLING FUNFAIR TICKETS! ((: says:
(((:

somewhere along in the bitterness says:
HAHA

somewhere along in the bitterness says:
YES

theSHAB.&i hate my fringe. I'M SELLING FUNFAIR TICKETS! ((: says:
haha

:D
yes. im invisible.
and YES. shabbna has bad memory :P
haha,
IM A HAPPY PERSON.

YOUR MY PRINCE.
AND IM UR PRINCESS.
JOLENE! :D
my prince CHARMING.

althea

2007-07-26T20:00:00.000+08:00

today suckeddddddddddddddddddd.
OMG. karin and i are gna die.
or embarrassment D:

NVM. we die together ><
rah.
and letter called me a BITCH.
she said she said RICH.
ha. my hearing's screwed.

OH WELL.
I AM ONE.
yes thk you((:
im a BEAAAAAAAAACH.
and a bitch.

anyway. band was relatively nice today(:
sch too.
tmr's my chinese test.
JIA YOU ALTHEA.
YOU CAN DO IT.
NI ZUO DE DAO.

OH.
and LOOKIE.
for ppl who think or have been thinkin im sad; emo.
whatever.

LOOKIE.

excerpt from karinleejiemin's blog.
'Anyway, Bimbo is not emo, she is perfectly happy (:'

FEEL FREE TO GO SEE :D

http://tehlup.wordpress.com

yeah.

goodbye.

2007-07-25T17:36:00.000+08:00

and this is what happens when althea's bored.

1. Honestly what color is your shirt?
- black, and pink ><

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
- jfhbsduylnsijvhbas. someone. something. everything.

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
- talking to my bro, watchin tv, revising for chinese.

4. Honestly, have you ever been in love ?
- sensitive qns ._. i don't know.

5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
- course, not.

6. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
- yeah duh. i like it.

7. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
- this woman from ngee ann poly. cool eh :D

8.Honestly, are you jealous of somebody right now?
- HONESTLY YES. lol. oh rite.

9. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
- certain ppl. my bro? HHA.

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
- no. tts kinda sick.

11. Honestly, do you use anyone?
- no, i hope not :/

12. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
- kinda.

13. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't like?
- YEAH.

14. Honestly, do you love someone very much?
- haha.

15. Honestly, does anyone like you?
- happily and luckily no((:

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY

*Anger Section*

1. What do you do when you're mad?
- tear paper(: it HONESTLY works.

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
- torn up a few stacks of paper.

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
- no.

4. Do you swear when you're mad?
- not out loud(:

5. When was the last time you really cried?
- like i'd rmb.

6. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
- hardly. but yeah?

7. What usually makes you cry?
- nostalgia.

8. Are you normally a happy person?
- i don't know.

9. Does being with your friends makes you happy?
- specifically ones from olgc <3

10. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
- not rly. i think its kinda untrue.

hahaha. whats with the word HONESTLY.

i think weird ppl call me.
this funny girl just called me.

me: hello?

girl: hello pei xuan?

me: huh?

girl: pei xuan?!

me: i think you've got the wrong number.

girl: why?

me: huh?

girl: oh.

me: bye.

hang up :D

haha so weird.
why what why.
LOL. okayyyy
back to my revision.

CHINESE AH CHINESE.

2007-07-25T15:50:00.000+08:00

how to save a life
-the fray

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

2007-07-25T10:49:00.000+08:00

hello,
i think you suck((:

yeah. okay.
anyways ystd was fun i guess.
had band(:
thn went for my bro's campfire thingy.
at changi coast.

i think i haven't realised
but i've slacked like wayy alot this term,
gosh. esp in history.
hmmm hcl test this friday :/
im NOTNOTNOT gna get a c5.
im gna try for B4(:

ha.
care bears!
steph --> coconut bear
pris --> saxy bear. [the error's on purpose]
melodi --> curly bear
elvina --> giantuan bear [spelling error]
shabbna --> smart bear
izabela --> racoon bear ><
janel --> gummy bear!
sylvia --> BAMBOO bear
me --> bimbo bear O.o

wth.
haha,
care bears stare :DD

love,
althea.

& now i so don't know why i ever even cared(:
thanks.

2007-07-21T20:09:00.000+08:00

today was fun.

ystd sucked.
my hair got spoilt.
gatsby sucks.
at least for girls i think.

went out with alison and renia today,
yes alison.
went to an arcade.
and we played let's go jungle(:
i think we spent like 39 bucks there.
haha. was nice seeing renia agn.
not to mention,
yiting.
sharu.
ruiqi.
jasmine.
lindy.
dreytay.
weishan.
becca.
cleo.
haha and i think tts all.

the carnival thingy at olgc
was real nice.
i gotta see lots of
pri six 06 girls.
well maybe not alot.

-----

you think you were the only one who tried?
shutting me out.
what you're good at huh.
this isn't some game.
you can't just restart.
so much for ever true.

twice.

althea.

2007-07-18T16:16:00.000+08:00

certain things require effort.
to actually work out.
im tired of trying so hard.
when you don't.
screw you.

i give up.

today was okay.
history's gettin boringER.
my life's made hard.
by my frens.
my frens.

ah.
rite.

althea

2007-07-16T20:46:00.000+08:00

like that, and my birthday's over(:
this yr's been real well, meaningfull i guess.
primary sch besties still rmb my birthday.
omg i love you ppl.
ASIAH.
MARIEL.
RENIA!
YOUNICE.
JOYCE.
CLARE.
CLARA.
DREYTAY!
thls so darn much.
i rlyrly appreciate you.
>< oh darn.
im gettin all emotional.

oh thks too.
to everyone else who bothered to wish me.

mariel- thks so damn much for e book.
I LOOOVE YOU. oh YOUNICE, you too!

clare: haha love the book too!
weird, but i kinda miss being pushed ard by you ><

and yeah thks agn to everyone else.

ive finished canon in d.
and my fingers look freakin ugly.

althea.

STUCK.
-stacie orrico.

I cant get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just cant seem to find a way to leave the love behind
I ain't trippin
I'm just missin you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean

You kept me hanging on a string
Why you make me cry
I tried to give u everything
But you just give lies
I ain't trippin
I'm just missin you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you

I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I cant stop thinkin of you
It's true, I'm stuck on you

Now love's a broken record
That's been skippin' in my head
I keep singing Yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?

I aint trippin
I'm just missin you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you

I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinkin of you
It's true, I'm stuck on you

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you

I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I cant stop thinkin of you
I hate you but I love you
I cant stop thinkin of you
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck on you